I was not cut out to be a worker, I'll tell you right now. And my job, don't get me started on, 'cause it really annoys me. My father was basically a drone like I've said, and, you know, the guy flew away when I was just a larva. I mean, how's it possible? And I've always had these, these abandonment issues, which plagued me. You know, when you're - when you're the middle child in a family of five million, you don't get any attention. You know, my, my mother never had time for me.
I-I-I think everything must go back to the fact that I had a very anxious childhood. You know, I always tell myself, there's gotta be something better out there, but maybe I think too much. I-I-I, everything makes me feel trapped all the time. I mean it, I-I have this fear of enclosed spaces.
Z: All my life, I've lived and worked in the big city, which now that I think of it, is kind of a problem since I always feel uncomfortable around crowds.
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